What if I ?

What if I woke up at the right time
But in all the wrong directions?
What if I packed up all the right bags?
What if I picked up all the right crumbs?

What if I worried about the right things
But on the wrong day, or in the wrong life?
What if I shattered all the wrong mirrors
And stood here alone and blind?

What if I slept on all the right trains
But they whistled through the wrong countries?
What if I slept through all the right movies
But the screams were mine this time?

What if I carried all the right passports
But showed up without my faces?
What if I stood in all the right lines
But I wasn't who they want?